Chaos logs


"Smile . . . tomorrow will be worse."
The Murphy Philosophy

"If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something."

"Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse."
Murphy's Laws

Monday, February 02, 2004

Better late then never...?
I was already starting to be glad my annual winter depression didn't kick in this year. Well, they only waited a bit longer than usual, for the opportune moment when I can't do anything against them. Which pretty much is right now.
Usually, I'd try to just do all sorts of things, 95% of which usually involve physical work, to get my head off the depression. The remaining 5% usually consisted of reading good books.
This year, I'm not allowed any physical excercise that's not swimming. And within the past 7 days, I've already read 3 books with 400+ pages each; I'm sick of reading.

Adding to all of this is my hurting-more-than-ever back and my growling stomach, which currently suffers from my total lack of appetite. I couldn't even go and get drunk due to the painkillers. What a fucked up year this has been so far.